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The air in here is suffocating.

Sometimes it feels as though I’m wasting away. Better yet, it feels as though I’m wasting precious resources. The air I breathe, the water I drink, the food I eat. What have I done that makes my life worth anything?

I have never felt so ALONE. In the past maybe it was the illusion of a better reality that made the void in my life not seem so big. The pain not seem so…painful. Now I’m stuck in a reality that I hate. And no one seems to notice. I wish I didn’t feel so fucking crazy. People don’t understand me. Hell I don’t understand myself.

I guess what it boils down to is, I’M TIRED. Tired of coming off as strong. Tired of pretending I don’t care. Because the truth is: deep down inside, I’m just a girl. A girl that needs a shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold, and someone to tell me that eventually, it will be alright.



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